Katie wonders

These days I'm very active on tumblr. That's how I found these questions that will help you discover little things about myself.

1: The last person you kissed screams they love you, you say...
I love you too.
2: Did you get to sleep in today?
Unfortunately,no.
3: You never know what you got until you lose it?
I'm usually grateful for what I have, but I guess we all take some things for granted.
4: Do you have siblings?
Yes, I do.
5: How many kids do you want?
2 or 3.
6: Who was the last person you held hands with?
my boyfriend.
7: Did you stand on your tippy-toes for your last kiss?
No, but I love standing on my tippy-toes when I kiss someone.
8: Do you think if you died, the last person you kissed would care?
I'm sure of it!
9: Last person to talk on the phone?
Again, my boyfriend.
10: Did anyone watch you the last time you kissed someone?
I have no idea.
11: When’s your birthday?
November, 26th.
12: Remember the first time you kissed the last person you kissed?
Of course,I do. It was amazing.
13: What kind of phone do you have?
A Blackberry.
14: Are you wearing jeans, shorts, sweatpants, or pajama pants?
Sweatpants.
15: Are you a different person now than you were 5 years ago?
Most definitely.
16: What were you doing at 4 am?
Sleeping
17: Would you rather write a paper or give a speech?
Write a paper. I don't really like speaking in front of a crowd.
18: Are you lying to yourself about something?
I don't think I am. I know who I am and what I can do.
19: Last night you felt…?
loved.
20: What’s something you cannot wait for?
get to scrub in in a surgery.
21: Ever told your parents you were going somewhere but when somewhere different?
Doesn't everyone do it?!
22: How many hours of sleep did you get last night?
7
23: Are you a morning or night person?
morning
24: What did you get your last bruise from?
can't tell.
25: Do you reply to all of your texts?
always.
26: Your phone is ringing. It’s the person you fell hardest for. What do you do?
Answer, of course.
27: Did your last kiss take place in/on a bed?
No, it didn't.
28: Anyone you would like to get things straight with?
Not really.
29: How many months until your birthday?
11.
30: Favorite thing to eat with peanut butter?
I don't like peanut butter.
31: Did you like this past summer?
I don't even know what to say. I have some beautiful memories and some not-so-beautiful ones.
32: What were you doing before you got on the computer?
Played with my dogs.
33: Your ex is sitting next to you, with their new partner. What do you do?
Ignore them.
34: What is the last thing you said out loud?
Maya, leave Dex alone!
35: Your mood summed into one word?
exuberant.
36: Are you doing anything else besides taking this survey?
listening to music
37: What are your initials?
C.A.
38: Are you a happy person?
Yes, I really am.
39: Do you still talk to the person you liked 4 months ago?
No, thank God.
40: Where do you want to live when you're older?
Wherever I'm happy.
41: Have you had your birthday this year?
Yes. It was great.
42: What did you do yesterday?
Stayed in bed, ate a lot of soup, watched 'The Walking Dead'.
43: What will you be doing tomorrow?
I'll be going to school
44: How late did you stay up last night?
11 p.m. I'm an early bird.
45: Is there anyone you would do anything for?
Yes, there ARE.
46: Is it hard to make you laugh?
Not at all. I'm practically laughing all the time.
47: Do you believe ex’s can be just friends?
I used to think so. Now I know they can't.
48: Do you think any of your exes will eventually want to be with you again?
Yes, I do. But I never go back to my mistakes.
49: How many people have you had feelings for in the year of 2012?
2.
50: Do you wish your ex was dead?
No, just invisible to my eyes.
51: Have you ever dyed your hair?
Yes.
52: Would ever take back someone that cheated?
Never.
53: Was New Year’s Evening enjoyable?
We'll see.
54: Bet you’re missing someone right now?
I miss my dog a lot.
55: How would your parents react if you got a tattoo?
They'd laugh and tell me I'm crazy.
56: Sleep on your back or stomach?
back.
57: If you could move away, no questions asked, where would it be ?
I'd live 1 month in every big city.
58: What would you change about your life right now?
I'd like to start going to the gym again. On my holiday list!
59: Has anything upset you in the past week?
the fact that I was a little bit sick.
60: Are you on the phone?
No.
61: Today, would you rather go forward a week or back?
go forward.
62: Would you take $40,000 or a brand new car?
$40,000.
63: Have you ever talked to someone when they were high?
Yup. Funny!
64: Ever cried while you were on the phone with someone?
Yes.
65: Have you ever copied someone else's homework?
Yes and I'm not proud of it.
66: Are you the type of person who likes to be out or at home?
Definitely out.
67: Do you automatically check your phone when you wake up?
Yes, I do.
68: Have you ever stayed up all night on the phone?
No.
69: Could you use some sleep right now?
Always. I love sleeping.
70: Are you going to have a baby by the time you’re 18?
I'm already 19.
71: Does it bother you when someone hides things from you?
I can't stand it.
72: What’s your favorite color?
Hmmm, I don't really have a favourite colour. Maybe red?
73: Have you ever slept in the same room with someone you liked?
Yes.
74: Have you ever been looking for something and it was already in your hand?
Oh my God,this happens all the time!
75: Do you get annoyed easily?
Yes!
76: If someone liked you, would you want them to tell you?
I would.
77: Do you have a person of the opposite sex that you can tell everything to?
my boyfriend.
78: Does anyone call you babe?
Yes and I love it!
79: How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust?
2 or 3.
80: What do you prefer, relationship or one night stand?
relationship
81: What color hoodie did you wear last?
grey.
82: Is there someone who meant a lot to you at one point, and isn’t around anymore?
Yes.

I find it difficult to describe these past days. I've had some of the worst and best moments of my life. It's been almost a week since my dog,Tara, passed away. That was the worst day of my life. For the first time,I've really felt my heart breaking. I was so sad,I couldn't even cry at first. I just sat there,hoping it was all just a bad joke. I still have moments when I can't believe she's not with us anymore. Everytime I go to bed, I expect her to crawl at my feet or sleep on my pillow.

I'll always miss you, Tara, my lovely dog.

I know it in my heart I'll never be able to love another dog as much as I loved her. I just hope she found peace.

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After the loss, my family and I decided to keep one of the puppies because we want to remember Tara through one of her babies. So we kept a girl that we've named Maya.

She's super sweet and she has the same gestures as Tara. She walks the same, sleeps the same,even snores like her. And as a bonus, she gets along with Dex, which is not easy to do.

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On the bright side, I'm going out with an amazing guy, Radu, who makes me laugh every day, enjoy every minute of every hour and who has taught me that I deserve to be happy.

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carpe diem,baby!